Be Still...

Much has happened recently. I am forced once again to confront my indecision.

I have perhaps been busying myself to shut the pain from last year. The journey has been nothing short of wonderous! It is a year of self-discovery, validation and healing. However, the more I enjoyed my new found busy-ness, the more I found myself addicted to it.

I am hooked on working, on writing, on beer, on reading, on meeting people, on swimming at 6.30am in the mornings, on taking walks at 11pm, on msn-ing till 1am... on the convenience of packing my time with 'busy' things and people. So utterly am I seduced by the adrenaline pumping in my veins, that I forget that it is Blood that is supposed to flood my veins and flush me with life - life that is has been breathed into me by God.

My God is an enormously loving God. Everytime I stray, he surrounds me with gentle reminders; soft whispers to tell me to come back to Him. Amidst the noise and excitement that masks the emptiness, I can hear him commanding me to Be Still...

Let Your God Love You
Be Silent
Be Still
Alone: Empty
Before your God
Say nothing
Ask nothing

Be Silent
Be Still
Let your God
look upon you
That is all

He know
He understands
He loves you with
an enormous love
He only wants to look
upon you with His love
Quiet : Be Still
Let you God – love you

taken from http://www.catholic.org.sg/sojourners/about%20us.htm